This is when I feel like I'm stuck in my 20s

 I occasionally feel like I'm not entirely grown up. I feel like I'm stuck in my 20s.

Despite being a mother of three, a working mother, and a wife, there are times when I have the impression that I am still a young adult. I wish I could still window shop and buy wonderful stuff for myself. Then there's the thought of my children.

It's not that I don't care for my kids, though. They have my utmost love. But I can't get rid of the feeling.

Could it be that I didn't enjoy my 20s to the fullest?

Perhaps; perhaps not. Oh my God, I have no idea.

I wonder whether it's because of the MLTR song "Blue Night" that I just listened to on Spotify. It has to be. 

The lyrics are quite romantic. I fell in love every time. I wish a man could sing to me like this. Have you watched the official video?

They're serenading the girls in front of her apartment! Aiyayai..

Did every girl go through this, or am I the only one who didn't?

How lovely. This was not something I encountered when I was a young adult.

Do you want to know what I did?

My pals and I had wild times. And by being wild, we mean

going to the library practically daily

to read the news and use the air conditioning.

It was, nevertheless, entertaining. Because we can ride the motorcycle.

Three girls riding on one motorcycle.

Thank goodness we avoided getting penalised by the police .

It was also the time when we all ate kebabs at the bakery.

THE KEBAB.

It was the highlight of our day.

Oh my. It was both sweet and stupid. *laughing